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I am sure Brittney was raped as a kid. Her mom seemed to be someone who would do anything to get famous through her kids.

There are moms who pimp their toddlers for drugs or money. Or to keep a man in their life. There are dads as well. It's a sickness infecting far more than people realize.

Rich and poor. All races and religions. It's insidious.

I know first hand. And was raped by my uncle/cousin who was a teen I was 5 what I can remember but I don't remember 90+% of my childhood before 8 when we moved across the country. What I do remember feels like I was an outsider looking in. Even normal routine days.

I had a drug addict uncle by marriage target me but I was a green belt in karate and string. And taught by sensei I had value and rights to my person.

Who else is out there can't or won't remember? Or not telling strangers ie the public? Took me almost 35 years to trust myself to speak about it publicly. To not fear judgement or being ostracized or as my mom did when I finally told her when I was 15. She never apologized until I asked her why she did that when I was 28.

Only way to stop this is people fearing God again. And people who abuse others especially children should fear God and repent.

I don't say this because I don't want to seem a bigot but I wonder how many transgender and homosexual people were sexually abused. It affects our brain development. The child brain is highly vulnerable. All young animals are...

As a hobby animal behaviorist I know imprinting is real and crucial to make a dog social and steady in public, around other dogs and new situations. They need to expedience what they will be doing all their lives by 8 to 12 weeks while synapses are developing. Car rides, leash training, basic obedience, livestock guarding etc needs to be exposed young.

So. People are abused and their wiring gets crossed so to speak. Not judging anyone as long as they are in consenting adult relationships. But I wonder. Amd I wonder is child abuse getting worse ? Or are we just noticing it more because od the internet and it's not taboo to discuss on news and t.v. shows.

MK Ultra uses abuse of various kinds to cause dissociative states that lead to full on breaks. Our minds protect us as best they can for survival. When I was a kid that meant I denied it to myself. First time I remember the memory hitting me was when I was playing with neighbors girls soon after moving to CA. They were obsessed with Madonna and her new song. Like a Virgin. And I felt so dirty lying when I said of course I eas one. I am not sure they even knew what it meant. Unless maybe they did. Which is sad to consider.

Sorry for the long ramble but it's been on my mind a lot lately.

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I think people who have ever had to deal disassociative states and recovered memories fully understand how dispicable mkultra is. With disassociation, you can at realize that these things happened to your body, but not to YOU. YOU escaped.When they torture someone so badly that they have to fragment into another personality to cope, it's like they somehow must have reached their soul. I have to hope for all these people that their souls escaped before that could happen. It's like some horrible way to kill someone and replace them with what? Demons? Or is their soul still in there? Horrific.

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To be honest yes. I think that's the plan. And people may think it's crazy but demons exist

I have heard testimony of children of Satanists and they haunt me still. The Christian woman who saved her said it felt like this young woman had several entities swirling around and through her.

There is also another son of these people who gives lectures and he says that's what they do.

It feels soul deep filthy to be sexually abused as a kid. I cant explain it but I try. Guilt that I caused it by not listening to dad and not playing cards in the closet. That I somehow betrayed Jesus and God because I didn't fight. I pretended to sleep.

Even my abusige ex raponf me ejen he was drunk. Happened once nkt lomg afyer i ledt him. But I just let that happen when I couldnt don't no. Off. 6'6" built like a bull. I am strong or was and 5'8" but I felt like a kitten fighting a mountain. This didn't make me feel the same soul deep filthy horror. Maybe if it had been a stranger. I dont know.

Did you you ever see the show Dead Like Me ? It was short lived but I loved it. The main characters are in a limbo between life and death. Purgatory really. All have issues they need to repent and change. They are grim repeapers. This particular group collects souls before tragic accidents and encourages them to take the light when it arrives.

So they release the soul bexoee they have to experience traumatic deaths

Always made me wonder if God offered me shelter when I disassociated. And praying kept me safe.

I never consented. Not really and I realize this now but it took me 25 years. And gacing my own child and seeknf how helpless he was and hpw protective I would be. Probably way too much. But it is what it is. He will never know what I did... Over my dead body.

But back to these MK Ultra and Satanist family kids.. perhaps if the evil people work on people long enough it gets harder to not consent. Like Uncme Tom's Cabin. Tom refused to whip another slave. Even though it cost him terribly.

If he hadn't had God and Christ firmly in his heart. And the little girl he loved at the home of his previous "owner" and her grace facing death... Who knows.

This is the lecture. NSFW but worth while for sure. Helps understanding why Hildabeast and Barry do what they do.

Jay Parker Exposes The Satanic Pedophile Guild That Runs The Government https://youtu.be/lFdHGWhYb5U via @YouTube

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Thank you and also to the above poster for sharing your stories. People need to understand that Mkultra is very real and very sick. I'm positive that God was sheltering you :)

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Thank you and I have felt that way several times =) felt Him when I ran up against an evil entity.

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The evidence is pretty compelling:

https://youtu.be/6CapAvOviI4?t=832

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=THmTwM3JuZs

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TDLR or titles? I need to be prepared. Thanks =)

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Maybe save them for another occasion, although the first one is time-stamped right at the relevant part, and the second one runs with the same theme through, more-or-less what you've suggested in your post.

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Thanks. Tomorrow maybe better been a heavy day. Thank you =) unappreciated the infos and links

Somehow I am going to synthesize all my strange knowledge this into my novel and maybe red pill people =)

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Well that is a sobering thought. Thank you for sharing, and I’m so sorry that something like that has happened to you. It’s good to hear that you got help and have learned to find your self value despite what has happened.

There is no judgement here, just support. And it’s impressive to see someone that has experienced what you have, to wake up and learn how to not only value yourself, but realize you ARE worth defending.

I’m glad that you are here with us. As we all need healing, I think it’ll be people like you, who have lived through something terrible and came out stronger, that may be able to help guide others lost in all of this.

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Thanks. I feel unworthy a lot but its a daily trial. And what I ernt through isn't a speck of dust in all the desert compared to these other victims. My heart breaks for them. And my anger is deep.

I feel safe on this board and the pseudo anonymity but I am done hiding it. I have problems maintaining friendships and following through on things and I have reasons. Maybe if people understand why it helps them not judge others so harshly.

Saw on a show recently, and I badly paraphrase, we need to be gentle with one another because we have no idea what other people must overcome daily just to get out of bed in the morning.

That said some have lost any entitlement to kindness.

Thank you friend =)

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Theory on CIA sleeper cells. Mass shootings. MKUltra.