Anon was raised Catholic…
That said Anon never thought the church needed to be so flamboyant and flashy. Anon has always felt it was unnecessary to be inside a zillion dollar building to talk to GOD.
Anon is still torn, but talks to God directly and in church. I'm leaning away from the church in my mind. My gut says Anon does not need the church to talk to GOD tho. Difficult choices indeed.