It sucks to see my wife cry in despair, constantly in excrutiating pain from these attacks, and know if I fight, I have to fight all them to the death, and I will not be back to protect her, and I know there is no one who will be at her side after I am gone because they aren't to be found now. I am not scared of death, nor incapable of fighting, but who will protect my wife after I get hundred if not thousands of these SOB's? Who? This is my only dilemma.