You abandoned me before we even met.

Then I got fed lies about you,

And slowly got dragged into their net.

You say that you love me,

But you let those that I love suffer great harm.

Still I've walked for you, I've looked for you, and you spit on my face, darn,

Your way of showing love and respect.

Yeah you have angels that fight demons,

But they've been getting their ass kicked,

Last time I checked.

Poison, chemicals, lies, and more lies.

I don't believe in you anymore,

We can't say that I didn't try.

I went looking for you,

And you opened the door,

But you asked me to help you fight evil,

Then shut it, and left me alone

Begging for more.

I don't believe or trust, anything

So you got Niggaz meditating, good.

Kumbaya. I was doing that a while back ago,

But you dragged me into a hole, what a hoe.

So you wanted a rhyme, here's my gift.

Grifters are the ones who need to get inspired, and repeat words from a script.

Music became boring, they are all repeating the same

Words, and then they say they are players,

Nah, they are pawns in your game.

I gave you loyalty, til my last fucking breath,

And what did u do?

Spit on my face, call me devil and demon,

So I got nothing left

Why?

All I wanted was peace for all of mankind,

You gifted me hell, in exchange for a few rhymes.

So why play your game, and serve you?

If all you've ever done, is cause harm,

To me, and, my crew.

Still you know what? I love u, and I forgive the harm that you caused….

And imma keep trying even when I fail,

Maybe I'm stubborn, or maybe because,

I believe in dreams….call me a faggot.

And I wanna meet you one day,

Play some backgammon andtalk about how we eliminated these maggots.

You see the difference between them and I.

I'm not a hypocrite….

They call themselves Gods,

"Even if they "medidate"" they are blasphemous, and egoic.

No matter Buddhist, christian or stoic …

Because we all come from 1 CREATOR….

AND YALL BITCHES KNOW IT.

SO WHY YOU SAY YOU ARE A PLAYER IN THIS GAME,

CHECK YOURSELF BEFORE YOU RECKYOIRSELF BITCHES….

WE ARE ALL PAWNS…..

AND I'M OK…..

YA'LL just yap and yap…that you create this and that….

But if it wasn't for your daddy….

You wouldn't be shit, and that….

Is absolute truth, that is a fact…..

 

So, O7…. "Whoever" you are…..

Still here…bitch and moan, cry and yellow, pray and play, smile and denial…..

I still believe…..