You people are worse than commie faggots. Everyone of you needs to kill yourself right now. Get some rope, and just do it. It's not difficult. You create a loop, circle the rope around the beginning of that loop, and then tie a simple half knot around it. https://www.animatedknots.com/noose-knot Then you stand on a chair, tie the other end of the rope to a branch or other object that is higher than you are tall, stick your head through the loop, and then kick the chair out. You will know it's working when your best efforts to untie yourself fail and you hang dead. And good riddance. Even your mom will be relieved to know that she will never suffer your retardation ever again.