I need help!!! I am an electrician by trade. I am a man, a blue collar that is battling with addictions, a pretty good guitar player when in practice. I am fatherless. My trade has been my dad. I have spent years trying to heal my self on my own but, I can’t. I support my country and I encourage my children to do so. This is my last attempt to find some encouragement from other men. I have 5 Americans to raise. I can point them in the right direction but, in tears I speak, I need guidance, I have no one to look up to. My number is 15804021239. I need to belong to something. I need a mission. I believe Q. I believe the Christ. I believe I need back up. Much love, brothers. I believe in you and my children.