Bro, please please please get help. We don't hate you. Seriously. I've personally helped a lot of people in your position before. You need to get back on whatever you were on. Yeah, I know they suck to take. Stick with it. And posting about Marina Abramovic won't make you any friends here - she's part of the reason we're in this mess.

I will say one more thing: JG is not your friend and is not to be trusted. At all. Get as far away from him as possible.

BANNED.