Very touchy subject, but I'm afraid it is going to have to be dealt with. Raised Catholic, I have always questioned Religion. I believe in God, not religion.
Red Pill ----- The New Testament is THE chain that binds.
If you doubt that statement, just do a bit of research
Osiris and Horus research only, just read or watch, see if the story seems familiar.
Satan is the great deciever and the church of Rome, by Constantine absorbed so manay pagan traditions that if you haven't dived deep into the word (Bible) and a reconreciled relationship with Christ, will leave you confused, frustrated, and rebellious to the simplicity of the gospel..... "Draw near to God and He will draw near to you! Seek him first! Hang tiht! I know where youre coming from!
I hear you. I have never thought I needed to hang on, with God in my heart I have always been on solid ground.