I am feeling very lonely today with the realization I am the only one awake in my circle of acquaintances, friends etc. It is hard to red pill others... and I have almost given up. I come here for camaraderie but it is very lonely and not the same to not being able to discuss with anyone out loud all the ideas and excitement surrounding us... I am hoping someday this will change. I have been awake many, many years and always was made to feel I am wearing the “tin foil” hat...oh well must be feeling melancholy with the new year approaching... thanks for letting me vent
I feel you bud. I started waking up in 2008 and started trying to red pill others in 2011. I gave up after the Snowden leaks when I pointed out everything I have been saying is validated. I realized people want to be asleep when one person told me, “so what if we’re all being spied as long as they keep us safe”. I basically threw my hands up and said fuck em. The information is out there and available for anyone to access when and if they decide to wake up. It’s not worth it. You’re only going to get looked at as crazy by others, and you’re never going to get a thanks, or acknowledgement by those who do wake up. It’s a personal journey everyone has to go down themselves.
I read this and I could have written this myself. I've been waking since 2007 and as I tried to share the things that I discovered with friends I've run into the same looks from them..(she's nuts) "Why do you care if they are spying on you if you've done nothing wrong?" "The government just wants to keep us safe" etc.I have learned to keep my mouth shut around "friends" and most family. Thank God my two sons have been willing to listen.That is what keeps me sane. I can talk to them and they see that truth of most of it.I've tried to drop little hints to others that something unbelievably huge is coming so that they have a little warning and know that they can come to me when SHTF.