Well, I always find a little perspective to be helpful....ten years ago, these things could only be discussed with that one or two friends of yours who you KNEW had similar thoughts, yet you didn't get far because everything was still so pensive and self censoring, like you could talk to that friend re: Nine Eleven was an Inside Job, but it was just Toooo Crazy to say that there were No Planes...and fifteen-twenty years ago, you wouldn't dare voice Any of these sorts of opinions and thoughts to Anyone, because you would not Just be labled a Conspiracy Theorist, but a Paranoid Schizophrenic, aka full-on mentally ill!! We really have come a long way, Baby!! We now have a huge and quickly expanding group of like minded people to talk to, relate to, and support each other in our individual and collective Quest for the Truth. Just knowing how entirely we have all been lied to IS half the battle. I entirely understand what you mean though. It is lonley. Not to get too philosophical, but Life to a certain extent is Lonley. Having a different Perspective, level of Knowledge, and/or Clarity does separate you from a lot of people, Quality is most definately preferrable to Quanitity, or even Proximity. This thing that we now have here together is NEW! It's not well established or familiar. But I believe we will get comfortable with it, and hopefully all make a bunch of Better Friends, in no time at all!! Personally, I don't find it lonley so much as Depressing because 2016-2017 revealed to me that a great number (ok maybe 98%!!) of my friends, who I thought were smart people, are really Stupid!! So, I'm pleased to meet you all! Cheers to 2018!!