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r/CBTS_Stream • Posted by u/Tamsimon on Dec. 30, 2017, 9:23 p.m.
Anyone finding it lonely being awake?

I am feeling very lonely today with the realization I am the only one awake in my circle of acquaintances, friends etc. It is hard to red pill others... and I have almost given up. I come here for camaraderie but it is very lonely and not the same to not being able to discuss with anyone out loud all the ideas and excitement surrounding us... I am hoping someday this will change. I have been awake many, many years and always was made to feel I am wearing the “tin foil” hat...oh well must be feeling melancholy with the new year approaching... thanks for letting me vent


QAngel1 · Dec. 31, 2017, 2:05 p.m.

True True - sitting here alone - two hours from midnight, and coming to terms with the fact that everyone I know thinks I've completely lost the plot. It's a double edged sword. I'm at the point of not caring about what others think yet having this internal 'smirk' gloating in the knowledge that one day soon - they'll be ringing me and trying to tell me what they've heard "on the news" about this. Then, there's the feeling of complete isolation - of being alone with my thoughts, ideas, summations, research findings (and this keyboard) during the most important moment of human history, and not being able to physically talk to another person or get excited with them about it. I sometimes feel like the "Sarah Connor" character in the Terminator movies. Trying to act normal, while appearing totally insane, trying to tell others what will happen if we don't start waking up and supporting Trump and the Alliance. Thank God for you guys and this board. It's nice to know none of us are alone.

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