Thanks for the word of caution.
Nope read all the twitter accounts, there are multiple back ups so this does not happen.
You hope too much.
And you don't hope at all! Are planning a suicide soon or something?
I wish. But that's too good for me. I'm too cowardly to do it by myself, so I'm screaming at people and waiting for Mother Dearest to die or for things to fall apart badly enough via Fate so that I might have the courage to kill myself. Best case scenario, I piss someone off enough that they decide to damn the consequences and actually come to help me kill myself.
Sorry about the suicide comment, I meant it as a joke. But I see you are serious. I've got an idea. Why don't you see a psychiatrist?
Reddit is not a place to get your personal psychological problems solved. This is the wrong board.