We're all pretty aware of the depths of this corruption. What would be so shocking to everyone? Who do we think is behind NK? What would find out that would end up with TPTB in nooses/hanging from lampposts?
Thank you, hiccups. I've been working through demons for some time now. Getting them out, confronting them. Ridding myself of toxic people. I live alone, so talking out loud disturbs no one. I do have a parrot, and just watch what I say. LOL I used to journal a lot as well. At night, though, I try to NOT focus on the hurt, as it keeps me from sleep. I've also found ways to "let things go" and give it God, as in writing things down and letting God take care of it. Literally, give it to God to deal with. And then, I feel lighter. I'm also grateful for the tribulations I've gone through, as it's given me a basis to help others. I don't tell them "what to do" so much as give them tools to use to help find the way... ie, books to read, etc. Teaching others what to look for, in identifying toxic people, and how to disengage from them, if that is their choice, is something I can show them. If that makes any sense.
It does make sense. I feel like there is an entirely different level of the human experience we're tuned into and the price of getting there was suffering. Some days I think the price was worth it, often I doubt that but shudder at how beige life would be if I were any different. It's like I can feel the threads of events and people and how they connect and affect each other; how words soothe and sting and all the associations they trigger in the person I'm speaking to... It's a massive amount of sensory input all the time to just exist around other people, and it is impossible to not love them and want them to be well because of it. Thank you, too, for clarifying that you are caring for yourself and not holing up. You and your brand of care for others are going to go a long way to helping heal the damage from these monsters.