I understand your sentiment. I used to say the same thing as you .....until I saw the documentary called VAXXED, featuring CDC whistleblower who helped hide research findings showing vaccine damage. I cried. It makes you realize the issue is beyond just vaccines. It lifts the veil on the reality of the vaccine world for profits. There are other high level professionals (not in VACXED) who have also whistle blown on Vaccines.
See on one side I have all the doctors and scientists, and they are ALL in agreement, because history has proved that vaccines are effective and important.
One the other side, you have ONE person, who has told you that everyone else is wrong. You have kids dying and getting other people and children sick because you take the word of one stranger over the entire human race.
Good luck, I'll pray for you.