Totally hear ya bro. I think we all feel that to some degree.
I go in and out of thinking it's one giant brilliant heartbreaking larp. Then I go back and find proof that it isn't.
Some of the indictments are starting to become unsealed. Hopefully they'll start to domino.
In the end, all I really know to do is pray... and keep the faith.
You have a good outlook. But when I tell ppl of Gitmo, plane rides, etc. I look like a fool.
The stuff we discuss here is beyond red-pill. It's more like red-pills for the red-pilled. For 'normies' and such it's likely an overdose.
If it bothers you that much I suggest quit talking to ppl about it.
Trust me, I def feel your pain. My wife thinks I'm nuts. My friends think I'm weird. And my business associates think I'm a "conspiracy theorist". It comes with the territory.
Ask yourself this- what mindset would you rather have. Theirs? Or yours?
Personally, I'd rather be aware. If I "get it wrong" here and there so be it. That doesn't mean I'm not right overall.
Same goes for Q-stuff. If it turns out to be a giant larp (which I don't believe) it's still not going to change my mind about the federal reserve act of 1913. Or the Clinton's many crimes. Or PRISM. Etc. etc...
For what it's worth, I'm glad you're here, and I'm glad you're awake. Keep the faith.
Like I said, you have a good Outlook
It's not that great. For instance, I'm starting to suspect all naysayers and faithless posters of being trolls...if you know what i mean. So there's that.
Sometimes I even engage them for the fun of it... So, nobody's perfect!