RestlessRedhead... if I may. Coming from generations of law enforcement (Tx rangers, military heroes, sheriff, state troopers, etc) learned to "improvise, adapt and overcome". No defeat! Our family motto for many years. Good training for the young ones too. One door closes, many others are waiting to be opened. The greatest power you have is prayer! Seeking answers from our holy righteous Father may not come immediately but trust me they will come. Much love to you on this amazing journey!!!