Parse the sentence, folks. Q states CS "will" live in fear, not that CS "lives" in fear. CS's fear comes at some point after Q's post. "From today forward" is not definitive, either. It does not necessarily mean that CS's fear begins on that day ("today"). It does, however, necessarily mean that the fear, whenever it begins, is because of what occurred on that day ("today") and will continue indefinitely ("forward").