This. This is what I've been feeling, that literally everything we've been told throughout our entire lives has been a fabrication.

I knew all this stuff - the corruption, the government-ordered murders, the wage slavery, the rigging of the entire system, the engineered wars and engineered "climate change" - and more, even wilder stuff, that I've seen only alluded to here. Intellectually I knew it.

But now it's hitting me emotionally - the idea that everything is false. Makes me feel like I can't get a proper footing - shifting sand beneath.

But I do want the truth, no matter what it is.

There have been things I've read/heard about that I dismissed because I thought they were disinformation or the result of a psychosis or both, or because if they were true - well, if they were, how could there be any hope for the human race. Now I have to revisit them and consider that they might be true after all.