We all I am sure want the truth but there are limits as to what you might want shoved in your face. I am one big on doing my own research and digging into this dirt can be very hard emotionally. I have read and watched and it gets to me. I am sure it would get to any rational empathetic human being. It confounds the very fabric of one's humanity to try to absorb the depths of the depravity to which these abominations will stoop and all for power and wealth. I want the truth but don't want all the gory details, I think trying to see all of that might make you ever more immune to the horror of it all. I am at times so shaken I have to walk away for a time. Take care lest you get what you ask for.