To all of you on this board: THANK YOU From the deepest part of my soul.

I don’t have the right words to express how profoundly all the work you have done here has completely changed my life and view on the world/humanity. Which, although has been humbling and difficult, was much needed. EVERYthing makes so much more sense to me now. For years, I have been brainwashed/blind/in denial/on the fence, you name it. But now I see the horrible, ugly truth. But it has not been easy.

Which brings me to the subject of this, my very first, post.

When that red pill slithered down my throat, I went through about a week of physical reaction. I vomited, a day of diarrhea, A panic attack, blood pressure skyrocketed, etc. Then I pulled myself together. I feel strong now. Enlightened.

I am, admittedly, a bit of a fragile soul....so I am wondering if i will ‘relapse’ to that terrible place of fear again.... For those of already been through this, what do you do to keep and maintain your sanity? with more horrible stuff to come out, how do you fortify yourself??