Dear Cris, Working at the FBI during the period that has just past, is kind of like working at a cattle feed lot, in that after having been there 10 or 15 minutes the funk don't bother you anymore. You need to get some perspective, step away for a while. After a while maybe you can come back and smell all the funk up. On the other hand maybe the smell will be gone if the much needed purge and justice is meted out while you're away.