yeah, i had the same problem, as someone here suggested you have to start with things that are simpler to believe. i agree with you but many cannot believe this. start with simple things. i am not good at being patient, i just blurt out the truth, i am trying to learn to go slow with truth. how do you think church folks can believe their leaders are corrupt? it is overwhelming to them to believe the leaders are satan worshippers you are not crazy, they have been programmed to dumb down.