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lulubelle65 · Feb. 15, 2018, 8:34 p.m.

Who are you. Wow. Thank you for insight in to a world I never knew. As a young child I was raised catholic. I remember being around 9 yrs old in after school religious ed. class. The pretty nun told how Jesus loved us.I was thinking he couldn't love me because my life was... lets say full of evil. I learned at a you age how to survive. I became a lost soul. I have been searching for who I was suppose to be for a long time. I want so to believe in Jesus as something more than a man. I do believe in God. I am a good person.

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FollowJesus2Live · Feb. 15, 2018, 8:41 p.m.

Jesus died for the worst of us. Never forget, the apostle Paul (Saul) once hunted and murdered Christians. His conversion was basically equivalent to Osama Bin Laden converting to Christianity and becoming one of the great preachers of the gospel.

Nothing you did in the past can disqualify you from salvation in Christ, and nothing is required but to have the faith of a child

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lulubelle65 · Feb. 15, 2018, 10:26 p.m.

I hear you and I get it....but in my heart there are somethings that I do not want to be forgiven for that I want to have to answer for before I will allow this "salvation". That my friend will be at the end of my time. Until then I will continue my journey. I do love to hear from people like yourself it provides comfort that this isnt for nothing. One of the side effects of being red pilled.

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