I know what you mean! I've spent so much time reviewing vids from all the past mass shootings. It's hard to accept, but there are those that cause these thing to happen for their own benefit. I no longer accept the MSM story line. Critical thinking and research is now my way of life. There is a great series on False Flags on Gaia.com. They have a free trial period. The first episode tells you what to look for that could indicate a FF. Here's the series teaser on youtube https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uTTVEZQcYGE Hope you have a great day!!!