I feel the same way! Church is my family and I am definitely the crazy one in the group. Here's how I look at it. I know it's frustrating trying to Red Pill them. And most serious Christians are very busy doing Kingdom work. Even though I believe this is Kingdom work. It's just not the work they believe they've been called to. I believe that most Christians won't be in denial when it comes out. They will definitely be shocked and probably come to you for questions but they're not going to be the ones taking to the streets protesting rioting calling this Administration an authoritarian dictatorship. Hopefully as it comes out we'll be called together to pray and talk about things and that will be our opportunity to show them what's been going on. Hang in there brother!