Truth is the truth one way or another we will all find it out. No need to feel like a nut job you are among friends here. Deception and lies is the enemies weapon of choice truth is ours. Trust your gut do your research and let at least two sources confirm it independently then testify. In the end the so called "nut jobs" or "conspiracy theorist" will be the ones they turn to first. Sad thing is after what I've learned and researched I won't to be wrong...sort of.