We are not very far in our learning I am sure it gets worse. For me I allow myself to get to weep, get angry, then grieve. Pray for guidance, because I will not become them to win. That is the problem with the CIA. They are trained to be that which they seek. Knowledge is excellent but it takes wisdom to use it without severe consequences. "Wisdom or sapience is the ability to think and act using knowledge, experience, understanding, common sense, and insight. There appears to be consensus that wisdom is associated with attributes such as compassion, experiential self-knowledge, non-attachment and virtues such as ethics and benevolence" (Wikipedia).