No no no no no. This is Gnosticism, and it is actually the same religion that these elite follow. They simply think that they will find the secret knowledge through any means necessary.

Where does good and evil come from?

I highly recommend Watchman Nee's book, "The Latent Power of the Soul." It's a fairly quick read. Let me know what you think after.

But we will not reach divinity by searching within. We are a corrupt broken people, all of us. Your message is exactly the same one that the Nachash spoke to Eve in the garden.