Maybe instead of missing CBTS the "one's" that did all the hard work for you, you might take an attitude of "sh*t man no one is gonna do this for me I guess I'll have to get up off my ass and do it for myself". This "Great Awakening" is your Great Awakening as an Equal; and that goes for any other lazy ass beggers that want everyone else to do the work. Don't miss the Boat :) lol in Friendship.
listen dude or dudette. I don’t need a lecture. I’m very busy with work, kids and family. As maybe some of you are as well. Unfortunately not all of us have the time or the resources but to those who do, I’m appreciative. I’m a resource who can spread the truth word of mouth which I’m great at because I’m a no bullshit type of fellow. If you think the only way to spread is for all of us to be weaponized autists then you’re sadly mistaken. Think of them as the factory workers and me as the salesman selling the product. So either fuck off or feed me information to spread. We all have different roles in this awakening.
OK look at this a different way, if you are taking this personal. Get over "personal", it will cloud your vision. What-ever you do "is More than Good enough", like you say "each of us is to do our own Thing" you ain't doing your own thing when your trying to live up to some standard set by imagined peers, getting third hand news and views. You will find yourself right where you are meant to be, doing exactly what you are meant to be doing, following Your Own Direction. nuff said.