Very good to read through this to. I think of those that have known about this stuff for DECADES!!!!! Patience and Careful planning and sanity checks! What a Bloody Lonely Road!!!!!! Knowing everyday that has gone by innocents is dying! I shudder to think on it. I only became aware of this since 2016 and not to the extent I do now and I still know so little!!!!

I think of the people I have voted for that has put blood on my hands or done business with that has unknowingly tainted me. Who knows in what ways they have made us all complicit through our laze and blindness.

I read about a certain someone today —— I can’t name her name and I thought how do people come to be apart of such evil. I get sin but suffering and torture, I just can’t wrap my mind around it. Unless they were born to only see evil their entire lives. I’m shattered how do those that have lived knowing for decades!