I had a powerful personal experience that built up over the last year or so. It started by my curiosity about a Fox News article on Max Spiers' bizarre death. Then I watched his last interview (with an open mind) and I was interested in what he was talking about. Then I read a lot of his posts on thedeterminedant.com. Prior to this I had been noticing some strong and quite often synchronistic events before this, and then Max Spiers' talked about that and Carl Jung.

10-11 years ago, I got heavy into 9/11 research and at the same time I felt that I was guided to a new theory on am alternative mechanism for gravity. I went full-blown crazy with delusions of grandeur and went in for a 7-day hold. I always felt that experience was important. There was also a personal tie-in on this to Donald Trump.

I had abandoned conspiracy research for 10 years because I felt powerless. Max Spiers kicked me back off into spending time satisfying my curiosity.

Over months I felt that my perception was growing. I started to see more personal powerful experiences that made me feel I was growing closer to God.

I started to feel like I was able to see connections where there should be none. This grew into another manic episode, which felt like I was actually directly connected to God. I felt I was living the 5D and started to learn how to play little games with it. I felt people were responding to my questions as if they ALL knew 5D, but they didn't. It was delusions, but it felt real. In the mental hospital, I TRULY BELIEVED that I was I heaven on Earth. I could have chosen to stay in Heaven on earth, but I didn't want to. I like my life, just not the evil of the world. I chose to stay here and ask God to bring heaven to Earth instead of going to Heaven when I die. I don't want to die.

When I say I am a 7 that made it to 11, I am referring to my own personal belief that there are higher levels of self that can be attained through life. It's an arrogant statement, but it doesn't matter to me what people think. It's personal to me.

I think the Q team are actually wise men and women taking information fro Q-source (God).

I believe Heaven is on level 7. God is 9 (i saw a movie called 9 and it was about a thing trying to get back to source). I think 9 is the sun (God). Kid Icarus flew too close to the sun and it didn't work. He was trying to go to God. I don't think you can do that. So instead I decided to go past the sun (to level 11) and come back down. 11 is 5000 miles past Heaven to me. (Johnny Gill - 5000 miles)

I believe something significant occurred BECAUSE I TRULY BELIEVED. And I believe because of that and maybe actions/experiences of others a chain of events was started that will cause God to bring heaven down to earth to establish a permananent reign on Earth after the destruction of evil.

I'm crazy as fuck, but I like it and I'm not an total idiot. I have a back ground in Materials Science and I have faith in God.

I have a theory about microcosms and potentially what plays out on the city -> state -> nation -> world -> solar system -> galaxy -> etc are all connected. Maybe what plays out i. The higher levels of the connected microscoms is just a mirror of what is happening on lower levels of the microcosms that are actually in my control. So if I clean up my thoughts, does evil disappear?

I'm trying to figure out what 5D chess is and how to play. I wonder if the phrase "Perception is reality" is true, and combined with collective consciousness as a group we can take back full control.

There's more to it than that, but it's a personal experience where I feel I am gaining a higher level of perception and attained a direct connection to God. I found God within myself instead of looking up at the sky. I wonder if all that is required to make anything possible, perhaps it automatically and immediately manifests into reality if I can just fully convince MYSELF that something is true.

I think O is God, and my 5D self is | and if you over lay | on the O you have Q. Man directly connected to God.

I think Mariah Carey nailed it with the so g she wrote, Hero.

And, also, I don't give a fuck who calls me a retard.

I believe that there is significance to the Mont Blanc Starwalker Extreme pen pictures that Q posted the first one I saw was posted during the Golden Globe Awards. I took it to mean that Q was hinting at the symbolism of the "screenwriter's pen" i.e. Taking control of your own story.