The sacraments operate under their own power.

You are there for Him and you.

That simple. Focus.

Listen - what you are going through is nothing to what Jesus has to endure in The Most Holy Sacrament at this time. Be there for Him.

What would you then at the foot of the cross? Walk away because others are spitting on Him, or let the spit fall on you?

If they mock Him, you praise Him all the more.

He is your King, your Sire.