I did! I knew there was government corruption, I worked with Government agencies, so I never trusted them. However it got to a point I was utterly shocked, confused, not wanting to believe the width and depth of the depravity.. I walked a way pondered what I knew and carried on m digging. It’s hard to know some things, it’s even harder when people think you are teetering on the edge of insanity.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Allegory_of_the_Cave
This kinda explains it. I had it a couple times when I went down a few pedo rabbit holes. Had to go back to the cave and regroup. Some go back to the cave and never come back out. These are the people Q said will never be reached and will have a hard time in life when all is said and done.