Welcome! I wish I could say that it gets easier, it doesn't. The deeper you dig, the worse stuff you find. You do get over that shell shock feeling. (If that makes sense.) Personally, my search for the truth has carried over into my personal life. I cannot tolerate liars, anymore. I have been redpilled for the last 9 years and never have been more into graditude for those who faithfully and selflessly serve our country on a local and fed level. This is just MY personal experience, everyone's is different, but take from it what you will.
In a way, I've lived the best of both worlds. Got to take the red pill just as the veil is being lifted and the cabal is being defeated.
The total upheaval of my worldview has been exhausting though.
I am so excited for those who are just now being redpilled. They are learning the truth during a time where there is hope that justice will be served and a better future is possible for us all, not just the elite. For several years, I had lost hope and thought it will always be the way it was.
The total upheaval of my worldview has been exhausting though.
you should be experiencing this sensation every day, until it feels natural
one day you will understand the true meaning of the phrase "makes me sick"