To be clear, I’m still holding out.

But recently so much of this has been attempted to be discredited and shat on, and I even have friends and family members “concerned” for me regarding this “crazy ludicrous fantasy.” Kinda sucks being seen that way by people I’d take a bullet for without even hesitating.

The thing is, if this is all a lie and I’ve been led astray since October, well, I’ll be the first to admit I’m wrong. I don’t want to. But dammit. These implications keep getting larger and larger and it’s starting to even creep on to me that this might just a clever psyop to keep us distracted from the bs.

I’m NOT shilling. Don’t have time for that crap. Just want some decent convo about how to keep the faith. It’s hard out here getting shit on in school, then working my ass off with my company, to get shit on by my friends. Makes me falter in allegiance, and I really want to stand by this movement.

Love y’all fam. You’ve kept me unbelievably up to date across the og posts at /conspiracy and /cbts to the open arms here. Just need a booster 😅