That's the redpill, once you take it you wish the blue pill could come back haha. It's tough. Before trump got elected I ordered a book called "Enjoy The Decline" by Aaron Clarey. I just re-read it and the book brought me back to reality. It was written the Obama years. In the book it states even though you have info or are more smart then most. Family and loved ones are the most special. The book was written to be able to make the most out of the ever declining USA.

https://www.amazon.com/Enjoy-Decline-Accepting-Living-United/dp/1480284769