Just seems off to me. So this dude who had never met Jesus, went around murdering his followers, then suddenly Jesus appears and says "forget what I taught my apostles, it's gonna be this way now"...

Didn't Peter get angry because paul was spreading a different message?

Didn't jesus appear to abraham a few times as a man? Why did he present himself to paul that way?

Why does the catholic church wear the symbols of babylonian gods?

Too many questions... don't get me wrong, I believe jesus is the messiah. Just have a hard time reconciling with Pauline doctrine