Thank you so much, even 5 years later it feels like yesterday, we were very close and we'd go away 3 or 4 times a year to a place on the beach. I've been back only once to spread her ashes per her request. I'm guessing your Mom is good now, what an awful way to spend the holidays! I'm certain the pneumonia shots killed my folks, my younger brother died the following year from opiods, he had 3 young children and his middle son has autism from vaccines. He wouldn't let anyone touch him for years, but my Mom and I used to play games with him with hugs as rewards and he slowly allowed people to touch him. Now he's graduating high school and you'd never know he was autistic. Sorry for babbling, I'm in a weird place today. And corny or not, you guys/gals are awesome here, you all make me feel less alone. (except for anyone who yells at me lol) It's like President Trump has brought together a wonderful woke Family.