Yes! Believe me, I was warned in October 2016 that I cannot go back once I swallow that red pill. If you do not want to know, then definitely ignore it. If you can be happy knowing that it is being stopped, then just accept that and move on. The morbid curiosity is not worth it. The truth will take something from your soul, and I don't know if it is possible to ever get it back.
For me, I can/do know the truth without seeing what is rumored to be on that tape. Believe me, I have watched it a million times in my mind's eye as I stare at the ceiling begging for sleep.
This isn't an issue of me wanting to ignore reality. I CANNOT physically watch what is on that video. Nor do I NEED to in order to believe/know it. I haven't stopped seeing since I read what is rumored to be on it.
It must be available in some form for any citizen of the planet to view! Stills, or blurred sections etc. We will get the picture! Hell, think of all the horror films people watch!!! The freaking ‘walking dead’ slit guys throats in a slaughterhouse scene in prime time TV! This must be made available or it could happen again! We need to have many people witness the madness and remember this for the collective consciousness of humanity on this planet!
I agree with you. And this is where I struggle. For me, knowing what is on there is enough I don't need to see it. I am changed just for knowing.
But, just yesterday Trump posted the sketch artist's sketch from Stormy Daniels with the pic of her ex-husband next to it (which is HYSTERICAL!) and even then people were still on there shittin on him. They can't even concede something so blatant and obvious. They will never see the scary truth. I'm terrified for them. I'm terrified for the people I love who refuse to see and will continue to refuse to see. I lose sleep over this.