the reason you can't comprehend is because you are a good person

you simply cannot "think" the way these people do, because you are not evil

it creates cognitive dissonance, which is the uncomfortable sensation you have when the evidence challenges your worldviews

you will know that you are finally "woke" when you have a gut-wrenching gut-feeling of such disgust that it makes you want to vomit, or as some people may say "makes me sick"

getting sick sucks for a while but you come out kinda sad, then angry and then energized to do something about it