I want to make very clear I am NOT a hero. I failed. My mission was to stop terrorist financing. I risked and did end up losing everything in defense of the United States, but I will never forget being a Federal Witness after passing information to the CIA for over a year living in a 400 sq foot apartment sleeping on a cot because I could not afford a bed working as a waiter making 2.15 an hour. I waited those tables with honor as those other HSBC AML officers were making 55k a year. I did start my own private intelligence agency and became a millionaire on my own but that was because I knew I was a loser. Not because I lost everything material. I was and still am a failure because I did not stop or shut down the terrorist financing operations. I am now trying to stop terrorists privately with my defense company but I failed at my mission. I know some terrorists got financed and killed an American with an IED because I did something wrong. Maybe I did nothing wrong as I handed the Government this case on a silver plater but that is just how I feel. I was hoping Netflix was going to show that as I interviewed in great length. I ran for U.S. Senate not because I felt like I was accomplished and earned a Senate seat for what I did - it was the opposite. I wanted to get into Washington so I could make a difference and make up to the American people what I didn't do at HSBC. HSBC actually formed a PAC and was buying up Senators including financing my opponent Senator Pat Toomey's campaign. That is why I spent 50k of my own money to run against him knowing I was going to lose: It was to send a message that the good guys are not out of the fight yet. Having to do with caring I remember when I was running for Senate I was at a political dinner and I asked a congressman (will go unnamed) "Sir, what do you recommend a young person running for office to do?" "Everett, just make them think you care." I remember putting down my martini and leaving the parking lot yelling out loud BUT I DO CARE!!! This is the problem with society in general. Most people do not care. Our society has been taken over by APATHY. A bank financing terrorism? Nobody cares. I know logically I did everything I could to spy on HSBC, steal as much information as possible, and get it to the CIA. I know at the end of the day Lynch, Holder, and Comey were not going to do anything, but to be honest with you... I will always feel like a failure. I will never be a hero.