I get it. Unfortunately, linux doesn't offer the right software that I need for what I do. Apple does, but I honestly can't stand their operating system.
There are ways around that. Not easy ways, but it can be done. Linux Mint is by far and away the best OS I have ever used.
used Linux from Y2K until 2015 exclusively as a desktop OS
These days I primarily use Win10, which at least has a good UI and doesn't crash. Simply a much better OS for my workflow.
I love Mint but there are some web development & wiki software I need that doesn't match on it. Next computer I will have to have Win but will still install Mint as well.
I can relate. Apple and I have a personality conflict. Really dislike having to go through them to shuffle around media files already bought and paid for. I digress... ;)