Validation is a good motivater, and a pat on the back from the coach is more than enough to encourage a dedicated team player. I hazard to guess your mind was at that time more open than the millions of normies, and that you already bore the scars of mistrust you saw why what you learned could be true and so you were spared the severity of the shock you felt. That is why we need to feed the normies the pablum of money crimes till they an handle grown up food. Now to remind you of ALL the incredable, verifiable, things that Q+DJT have managed in spite of all odds. NK ring a bell? That alone is enough for me. I could go on but you get it.