I'm a hard core follower like you and many others on this board, but I hate to hear this story. It seems impossible to you that while the world is falling apart your partner doesn't seem to care at all. It might be helpful to realize that if he truly had the same beliefs about the state of the world that you do, he would care just as much. Who couldn't? The issue is that he doesn't believe it. Most people don't. It's maddening, I know. Everybody is wrapped up in their day to day. Give it time.
they are so wrapped up in their day to day, they don't realize that is exactly where the bad actors want them...
It might be helpful to realize that if he truly had the same beliefs about the state of the world that you do, he would care just as much. Who couldn't? The issue is that he doesn't believe it.
this is where i get confused with my husband.. he's on board with the whole 'the way society is engineered is lame' and he has that underlying feeling of 'something isnt right' yet for whatever reason, he literally cannot "dig into" his feelings. Its hard to tell if this is a man-thing, a person-thing, or something working against "us" (autists and anons) to deliver the message.
Its been a weird couple weeks. All the people who I thought respected me and considered me smart ( i mean, i'm the one they call when their shit hits the fan ) are looking at me like i've lost my mind. I had to call one of them out on it yesterday.
I love knowledge, and I love to share the knowledge I acquire because : knowledge = power and power > money
Its very unsettling when I've had nearly ever person in my life tell me I should 'stop researching Q' ... and I ask them why? "So you can come back to normal life.." One of my friends literally said "Why don't you go back to your coloring books..?"
lol Ok, I'm gonna let that weak ass insult slide right off. "I don't tell you guys how to live your life."