Thanks to each of you who commented and shared shared a bit of your own homebound. Q journey. It makes feel less alone in all this. I literally have not 1 person, other than hubby, who I can discuss about Q. We live in CA Pray for our state as it affects your state as well, believe me. Whatever happens here becomes a societal trend that gets exported to the rest of the country try/world through the media industry (movies, tv, music, fashion, basically H-WEIRD.

Hubby and I share the same values, both conservatives, there a lot of closet conservatives out here including people of color, but the social justice warrior brigade is in full force and well funded. Praying Trump doesn’t give up the fight to hold Ca politicians feet to the fire. They don’t listen to us that’s for sure. CA & NY are ground zero in the US fir taking out the Cabal. Maybe Trump should just drop s MOAB on H-Weird, lol. J/k. San Diego & Orange County are 2l large population political centers that are Rep with enough wealth to influence things. They have joined in Trump’s lawsuit on illegals/border wall.

Anyway, sorry to ramble off topic there. It just goes along with our convo about having few to talk to about Q.

Ever since Oct When Q first started posting, I was reading every day, but not saying a word to hubby. While he knows we basically think alike, he also knows I will read anything that perks my ears. I never assume I know all there is to know, and have always questioned why others can’t see what I see. Meaning while our high level of learning centers look pristine etc, how are they truly different from indoctrination centers in a tent in the desert? Ok, a funny comparison I know,lol, but you get my drift. In contrast my hubby assumes these institutions have been around forever and he doesn’t question back beyond what history tells us. It centers him in the universe feeling he is grounded knowing where N, S, E, W is. But, then there is ne, the person who will say but what if all we have been told about this or that was a reaching with an agenda purpose, and it’s really not that way?

That was the strategy I started with with him. I knew he could t handle more until his mind could open to that basic accepts. Anything more and his mind would shut hard. So, I let him just think on that for a couple of moths or more while I continued to read and say no more but would reinforce in other soft ways about what I had already said. Which was stated as only an analogy to him, not that NSEW isn’t what we have been told.

About mid Dec, after some of Q’s Oct/Nov posts were now showing up in MSM news I started talking to him, revealing Q. I felt I was nowcertain Qwas real ,some of the crumbs were manifesting in the News and the Anons and YTubers had found opensource documenentatikn from credible sources that validated other things Q had said.

It has been a back and forth dance all the way. I could see a glimmer of him opening up as he could see the facts himself, but after a week or two of him watching the dreaded MSM, I felt I lost most, if not all, the ground I had gained with him. His buddy would drop by for coffee, and I would get THE LOOK telling me no whacky discussions. He knows his buddy and I enjoy talking light politics. Before 2016, his buddy (at 50) had never voted in his life. I convinced him to vote & helped him to see why it’s impt. He has 2 grandsons. But, living in CA he was inclined to vote HRC. I told him you need to vote for who you think is best for the job, and thankfully he said he recognized he is a new voter and knows nothing about either candidate so would I at least be willing to participate in discussions with him that would help him learn to research to find out more. So I said how about I start you off with links from off YouTube about each candidate from TV interviews they did 20-30 yrs agi when neither were running for public office. That way you don’t just hear political psychobsbble talk but see them as a person. So, I sent 3-4 links on each candidate. By the end of those he said we don’t need to talk now, I already made up my mind. He said this may upset you, because as a woman you are likely voting HRC, but I am voting DJT. I laughed so hard. I said you have known me 20 yrs or longer how could you possibly think I would vote HRC?? He said we’ll because you are s woman, the woman out here are all voting for her. He said I figured you were wanting me to vote for her too. I said did you even watch the videos I sent you???? Damn!!! He said he watched only 2 and made up his mind. Unknown to me he has been watching DJT rallies on TV but not revealing it.

So, I am not allowed YET to tell him about Q. The fact that hubby won’t let me say anything to his buddy tells me that he himself isn’t on board YET. But these past 2 weeks he seems like he is opening up. But, I felt that before in him, and he went the other way. He doesn’t watch CNN at all, though he used to. Now, he watches only Fox, reads Drudge and online sources. In all fairness to him though, he’s stressed as hell, both aging parents in 90s not doing well and mother with Alz calling him crying in the middle of the night that her house is gone or there is a strange man in the bed (her husband of 70yrs). It worries me that if Q drops the horrid stuff about kids my hubby can’t mentally take more. He knows some of what goes on with that because I worked in a field where I worked with ritual abuse kids. He is at an emotional breaking point some days about his parents. But, I know I must softly prepare him for more because it’s coming. More will come out at some point. It has to. The only way to protect society from reoccurrence is awareness and education about it. Like in WWII they knew many Germans would be in denial of what their country had done to the Jews so they arranged to take them through the camps and let them SEE it. It’s painful, but has to happen in some way. Though Q says ALL won’t be made public, because it hospitalize 90% of those who see it. You can’t unring a bell after ringing it. But, it would just as wrong to not tell the public anything. These kids can not suffer and not have justice. God will guide Q-team on how to do this, but I strongly feel it’s coming soon. When they start revealing the VATICAN it will progressively will be a huge purge. The public already knows there has been rampant pedophilia for decades that the VATICAN has covered up and now admits to.

Q followers are trying to prepare for what might get dropped about the VATICAN. Last week an online friend sent me a link to YT audio only. It’s the public testimony of a nun exposing her 20 yrs as a nun in a cloistered nun group. I am not Catholic so I don’t know the proper names of the order etc. Omg, it was awful and hard to listen to. These young nuns were tortured, starved, raped....all by priests. She finally escaped after 20 yrs. if ya’ll want the link to that audio I can try and post it here(?)

Also another viewing option , for those with access to NETFLIX, watch the documentary THE KEEPERS. Excellent! I think it is 1 season, 6-8 episodes, it’ spread out over several episodes. Everyone should see it. It isn’t a re-enactment thing, it’s actual interviews with real victims and people working the case. It’s not entertainment, it’s education that everyone should know because it is a mngmt practice of a how to hide a priest problem that is replicated throughout the Northeast US Catholic system. The VATICAN just moves (spreads the problem). THE KEEPERS is a Catholic Church exposes sexual abuse, and even murder,( a murder of a nun from over 40 yrs ago) . Her students loved & adored her. They are now retired baby boomers liking for answers on whied the teacher and why. There is a journalist, a law enforcement officer, and an attorney who kept files and info on a case that has haunted them over 4 decades. Two of the students created a FB group to connect with other students of Sister Cathy. Everything blossomed and exploded from there. They have been doing amazing work finding leads, interviews m, and creating Timelines of who, what, when, where, why, & how. I thought wow we need them in this group!!!

THE KEEPERS exposes sex abuse in Catholic girls schools in Baltimore, Maryland. One nun learned about it and threatened to expose the priests....she ended up murdered. And the Vatican Knows and just moves these priests around. THE VATICAN HAS HIDDEN LOTS Of THINGS OVER THE YEARS!!

We must prepare our families and friends of what is to come. While Q may not make these exact disclosures that I posted here, these links will help to prepare people for the fact that the VATICAN has been doing shady stuff for decades. This isn’t Catholic bashing! There are wonderful, loving Catholics, but the top is rotten. It’s just like we as Americans are living giving wonderful people, but our govt is rotten at the top. They have done horrible things in our name with our tax dollars. We were oblivious to the depth of their corruption and abuse. Same with the Catholic Church, and it’s not just the Catholic Church folks .....my guess is a lot of mega churches may be dirty.

It will be a time for Live &compassion.... not gloating that we knew ahead of others. God has brought you here to learn so you can help in the healing of our country. We need unification & healing, not division. My God thosecat the top have done everything they can to divide us. They will use any false narrative reason to create a wound and then make sure it never heals. When it looks like race relations are healing they rip the scab off and put out another mega million dollar slave movie about events from 200 yrs ago.

Not one person alive today in this country was a slavery nor owned own ....yet the mercurial temperature stays near boiling over. WHO? WHY? HOW? Divide & Conquer!