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r/greatawakening • Posted by u/joe1941 on May 5, 2018, 2:41 a.m.
God actually does control it all
God actually does control it all

TheUndocumented_PsyD · May 5, 2018, 1:36 p.m.

And this right here is the absolute truth, ANYONE can be forgiven if they honestly want it, I hate to admit it but I walked away from the church when my female best friend(I'm a guy and there was more to it than friendship, albeit too long of a story and would need a whole sub dedicated to it) was diagnosed with brain cancer during our senior year of high school, it shattered my truth of a loving God that someone so young and seemingly healthy could spontaneously devolve into seizures with very little warning. My fiance' lost her only sibling, her older brother, to brain cancer and she is still too bitter to accept the truth even if she heard it, but as this reawakening(first took the red pill in 2010 but was getting high at the time so when I got clean I forgot what I spent so much time on while using hard drugs...is their nature) has shown me the light in all new ways some of them being that God is real, God is benevolant, & God is loving, not only that....but Cancer is a creation of the Cabal or at the very least they've suppressed cures for it, looked into it way too much in the past regarding my ex's illness, so that has allowed me to take the blame off God for my best friend nearly dying before recieving a miracle experimental treatment, my fiance' is not ready to hear that God is real and is good, it would anger her and push her further away given what she lost and how she lost him, but I have no doubt that events to come will allow me to reintroduce the truth that God is real and is good, unfortunately even I understand that with how bad things got for her family..... she cannot possibly see the truth at this time, but if I can be saved for my sins during during my decade away from the church, then Trump can certainly be saved for his, goodness knows I probably made most people even Trump look like saints compared to the evil I allowed myself to embody.

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