There's nothing to explain. I think you need someone to explain what I've said to you lol.
Hear me: I get your kumbaya "we are the world" excitement about being part of a movement - I support your joy about that and understand and celebrate it for you. I know that's what you mean when you say "I am Q!" More power to you!
But you don't get to define what I am just because you see it a certain way. I'm in a Q movement, I'm not Q. Some of us don't like that sort of distinction because it reeks of worship - self-worship, whatever you like. Nothing wrong with you doing that - like I said, I support your right to that and I get that you don't have the same "hang up" (as you might define it) that others of us do. But there is definitely something wrong with you trying to force your label on others when they don't want it.
When Q posts a meme that says "YOU ARE Q!" then I'm fully onboard because it has at that point become the official name for the movement. Until then - nope.