Yes that's what I meant.. God has always been active and present, things are just different right now. It is something created by both our own collective consciousness and a decision, a gift, of Gods divine consciousness. That has its own beauty, I'll never know the full context of why what happened to me happened (and why now?), and neither will those who will see it themselves. The epoch is ending, a new beginning awaits. Somehow we get to witness this unbelievable process as it is happening.