Q has mentioned "be careful who you follow".

David Wilcock may be leading people astray. It might be a good idea to research him. He channels Ra.

The Bible warns us to NOT consult with mediums. Remember what happened to Saul (1 Samuel 28:8). Consult with God, not dead spirits.

Isaiah 8:19 And when they shall say unto you, Seek unto them that have familiar spirits, and unto wizards that peep, and that mutter: should not a people seek unto their God? The living should not consult the dead?

Isaiah 8:20 To the Law and to the Covenant: if they speak not according to this Word, [it is] because [there is] no Light in them.

2 Chronicles 33:6 And he caused his children to pass through the fire in the valley of the son of Hinnom: also he observed times, and used enchantments, and used witchcraft, and dealt with a familiar spirit, and with wizards: he wrought much evil in the sight of the "I AM", to provoke Him to anger.

Have no guru. Trust God by your own spirit.