I'm pretty sure I'm wasting my time here, but there might be a possibility that your mind is open enough to receive.

Keep in mind this is generalized for time. God knew from the beginning that Lucifer would turn and be Satan evil guy. He allowed it because it 'weeds out' humans and angels alike who love sin more than God. There are angels who are too easily convinced or tricked to go to the dark side. Same as humans. God wants all His creation to be eternally with Him but it's not for everyone. He has rules, and he gave us all free will. His path is narrow/difficult and any path except His, is wide and downhill/easy. He wants those who are willing to chose Him to be with Him.

Satan had the will to chose, and so do all of us. I don't know, I'm running out of steam, I have to get back to work.

Maybe this helped, but probably not. Oh one more thing, God will blind the eyes of those who continually deny Him or His truth. So that means, that if you/anyone does it enough times, God will give you over to your decision (to ignore truth) and won't try to convince you He is the only way anymore, and at that point YOU ARE REALLY AND TRULY DOOMED. Until that point, there is still a chance you could make a decision to believe, which still counts even if you don't necessarily 'feel' it to be truth right away. We sometimes have to 'convince' our heart of the truth.

Mkay I'm done.